Moved on to other blog domains.

I decided to give a try on Tumblr.Here's the domain

http://i-rike-cats.tumblr.com/

Set my free....i beg you.

It's coming back,everything's really replaying again...that feeling...i can't believe it's still within me after so long...please set me free...i cannot go on like this.

Lost

Bought a chemistry book to do yesterday and i noticed how weak my Chemistry was....weak to such an extent that i had thoughts of giving up Science.I'm not sure if i can make it through despite given another chance...i'm also not sure if i will make it through for Math....

Today's the tournament,that feeling of something's pricking my brain still lingers....not feeling confident with my performance.

Jesus,why is it that i'm looking down on myself?I can't seem to remember of a day that i'm actually confident or proud of myself doing something.Maybe i'm just hopeless.

It seems that time's reversing back to my life's harsh moments,3-4 months back.If it is,i'll never be able to get back up again,never be able to heal that huge emotional wound again.

Hmm...quite bothered

Feeling pretty weird lately...many of my past kept recurring.It seems that time is rewinding....Hope it won't replay that moment where i fail my exams,that would be horrible....putting that aside,been doing the same old stuffs lately....homework and practicing for the 10 ball tourney...nothing much.

I want time to rewind to the sweetest moments in my life and just stop there,i'll be happy till the day i die.Simplicity.

10-Ball Challenge,HERE I COME!!

I have made up my mind.I'm going to participate in the Grassroots student 10-ball challenge!I have been avoiding tourneys for the past 2 months because my last tourney was a bad experience.I'm not gonna run away from it anymore!Time to beat it!Tourney's on Sunday....need to practice.Oh well,guess i will head down on Friday.But but but~~Studying is always top priority...*sigh*...

My passion for pool is so strong....nothing's gonna stop me from loving it.

Worry,panic,spazz out X_X

Exams are really coming soon and i'm still having the feeling that i cannot make it!!Specially my chemistry,i barely covered much of it!! Still,i'm not even having the urge to study...i'm so dead.....

If it's all over,is it possible to start over again?It's been 4 months and 22 days already.

Meh.

Wa,long time no see again!Exams are closing in day by day....hate it when the process of waiting is slower than the process of ending....I want to do so many things!! Specially meeting up with the good ol' Metro peeps,probably enjoying working on their reports and tests right now >:)

Nothing to crap about already,back to my books.Cya folks!

When's the damn YOG holidays!!!I wanna meet up so badly!!

Blog is dying!

I'm back!Never been blogging for quite awhile,sorry peeps.Same things going on lately....Homework,study,World Cup and pool.What should i blog about?Hmm....Oh yea,i played pool for 14 hours the day before!Until now,my right triceps still aches due to the 14 hours of bridging on the table.Also stayed overnight at Danny's place to catch the World Cup...it was super fun and cool.To be able to catch the game and support our favourite teams.Best part is chatting in the room,men's talk :3 We shared each other's problems and it felt great to be able to get someone to listen to your troubles.

Oh well,that's all i got to blog for now.Hope to have more crap to blog soon.Till then.

Next Saturday....No,I'm not letting this moment slip away from me.I want to rekindle this moment.

Feel like a kid once again.

Went out with the good ol' peeps yesterday.Went for 2 movies, the A-Team and Toy Story 3.The A-Team's probably the funniest stuff I've watched this year,super epic.Toy Story's pretty boring...brings back nostalgia though....Had dinner afterwards and went home.

Gosh i do miss the childhood times....those times when student benefits are at its best.....stepping into adulthood sucks.You can't do anything.Oh well,i had 17 years of fun already.Time to move on.

Gotta spend the week on my work.Till then.

Time's really running out.

Just got my entry proof yesterday.As stated above i'll be taking the papers at North Vista Secondary School *i don't know where that is...*

October 26th......about 4 months now....time's running out...

Will i make it through this year or will i fail again?Really scared....

It's time i move on now and banish those thoughts.

First step into Adulthood!!MOORAWR!

It's my 18th birthday!!Finally,all the M18 movies that i can watch...since tomorrow's the first World Cup match,might as well go Singapore Pools to try out!Eh...what am i thinking...Well anyways,back to the topic.

Went over to my grandfather's place to pay a visit.I was really really sad as i was informed that my grandfather's eye condition is aggravating.He might not be able to see me and my family members soon.Left for grassroots to meet up with Danny for pool till 11.Homed.

I thank you guys so much for everything.I really appreciate it!Hope i can make your birthdays 3X grander!haha!

Oh yea,i have not made a wish yet.Well,i decided to make 18 wishes because its my 18th birthday! *greedy bastard*

1)The oil spill at US will be controlled.
2)Euro financial Crisis to be over.
3)My grandfather's eye to recover.
4)World Peace
5)The South Korean Warship problem to be solved.
6)Smooth life throughout this year for my family
7)Pass my O levels
8)Get a new computer
9)All my troubles gone
10)New cue case
11)Contact lens
12)Bag
13)Shoes
14)Cue accessories
15)Android Froyo to be ported to HTC HD2 *This is bullshit*
16)Stop the spread on my face
17)Able to control my spendings and always be financially safe
And lastly....

18)Turn back time....to 5 months ago where it was the happiest moments in my life and the most memorable moments.

....MOORAWR!!...Randomness....

Great song by Air Supply.Oldies are the best!!People kept asking me,"Jesus Christ,why do you listen to BeeGees,Elvis Prestly etc.... jeez listen to some modern songs" You know what?No one listens to Beethoven and says 'oh that is so late 70's'. I listen for the meaning and feel,not trend so,UP YOURS!



The best part of love's the thinnest slice.Hmm....

I shouldn't blog at this time...

As stated above....BECAUSE ITS FREAKING 5:30 AM IN THE MORNING!!!I CAN'T SLEEP!!!MOORAWR!!! The weather's so hot and my room's air conditioner's dead so it's like sleeping in an oven. Felt like i'm a toast bread,constantly flipping from left to right on my bed. Jesus Christ,i have an exam on 8AM,i'll probably doze off during the test....Time for an over dosage of coffee!! 5 cups shall do the job!Haha...just kidding *no,i was actually serious.*, cold milk shall do the job....just need to chug a lil' milk and i'm fully charged! Oh well...since I can't go to sleep,shall watch the news till 7. S-s-s-s-so long f-f-f-folks!!! *Loonie Tunes -Porky Pig spoof XD*

If you....no wait, if i......oh,god dang it!!

Blah Blah

Woke up early today to get my phone sent for repair.Was pretty scared because i modified my phone and they will not repair it for me if i modified it.Waited 1 hour for my turn.Luckily the counter peeps are lazy enough not to check my phone throughly,getting my phone after 3-5 working days...*sigh* now using a Nokia phone.Super not used to it because its a button phone.I even attempted to touch the screen a couple of times =X.

Wasted a days time...must compensate tomorrow for studying!! MOORAWR!!!!!!

Mid year's here!!

Tomorrow's my Math mid year exam!!Kind of nervous yet super happy and looking forward to it!Sigh....paper starts at 6PM...so late!!

Bad things keep happening to me....phone going bonkers due to some magnetic field detection nearby causing to trigger Car Kit Mode...sending my phone for repair on Tuesday.Most likely getting a new set because i can confirm that its hardware problem so yea!New HTC HD2 for me!!Spent 3 hours getting my warranty 'Unvoided' because i tweaked a little things in my phone... =X

Oh well,wish me luck for tomorrow's exam! Shall update next time. Till then!

I wish for nothing...

Finally able to meet my friends.

Finally met Yuan Yi after such a long time.He's still looking great.Have been trying to meet up with the others but always failed.Our schedules always clashes with each other....meh.Planned this like a month ago and expected about 5 people to come but ended up with Yuan Yi only. I fail at organizing events... *self-face palm.*

We went to catch the movie "Iron Man 2".Great show with dynamic effects.To be frank,i've not watched the first sequel yet so i have no idea what the plot was about.But the show does bring viewers a little flashback about the previous one.

We actually had plans of watching "Ip Man 2" too. But have to rush home for Mother's Day celebration. So yeah,bought milk and rushed home.

Hope that i'll be able to meet up with the others. Kinda miss them....or do I?

I'm back~ (not really...)

First of all,i apologize for not updating my blog.Many things happened recently.Got into a private school....mid year exams coming...settling my deferment crap....I'll try to blog more often.As for vlogging,I'll probably have to cut down a little due to my messed up schedule.Right now I'm having difficulties balancing my time.Well,that's all i have to say for now.Till then.

Just when i thought i did it.....it came back again.

What luck.

Things have not been going in the right path lately....MINDEF said that i can defer from NS without having to go to private school but now say need...now found a private school but the fees are quite expensive....i feel like im a burden to my family.My enlistment will be at June if i dont apply for private school.Should i just listen to what my father say and just go for NS?

Just that wrong move and it lead me to this sorrowful state.I feel really stupid.I can see my future,slowly darkening,fading away.

Well,since I've paid for the exam fees already,there's no turning back.I'm not gonna let history repeat again.People are backing me up and are willing to see me pass my exams,i will be a total fag if i were to fail again.

Shall never disappoint the people again,not even..

Happy Birthday Grandpa!

Going over to my grandparent's place to celebrate my grandpa's birthday.Damn,i kept forgetting his age....78?Even my mother's not sure about his age haha FAIL!

sigh...............

Still got tuition homework and revision to complete!!How!!Gonna get scolded by tuition teacher liao....meh.Guess i'll do as much as possible before going over.

1 more day....wonder how life will be like without the usual peeps around me.

Happy Birthday Clarice!

Today went to Sentosa with the peeps to celebrate Clarice's 18th birthday.Can't really remember the last time i've been to Sentosa....Primary 5 or 6?A lot new stuffs there.Played frisbee and stuff...watched the guys throw Terence into the sea...enjoyed alot!Some things that i learned is that never buy drinks from the beach shack at Sentosa...i got ripped off...$4 for a can of Coke...a can of Coke!!No joke,it makes my blood boil everytime i think about it...the painful loss of $4.Had Carl's Jr for dinner.First time trying it.The burger was gi-normous!Like those you see in Flintstone!Can barely finish!Vivo was filled with love birds....every corner we walked we see couples smooching....kinda makes me feel as though im sticking out like a sore thumb.Celebrated Clarice's birthday there...chat and took a couple of photos.Homed after that.

I like pie,period.

When you're bored,grab a slice of pie.

Hungry?Grab a pie.

Playing a prank on your friend?Grab a pie.

Everything requires pie,live ain't complete without it.

Everyone loves pie,its the best food in the world,period.

What have i gotten myself into....

Great....yesterday's trip to the church got me a couple of new friends.Its good to make new friends but it's not so good when you barely get to know them and the next thing you know,they asked you out for dinner...TOMORROW!I'm not comfortable with that...should i make up an excuse and reject his invitation or should i go?

So afraid of becoming a Christian!!MOORAWR!

Stepping into the religious world.

Today i took a step into the religious world of Christianity.As you know,i'm an Athiest so i don't believe in any of them.I went to the City Harvest Church to watch the Easter Day Skit.My tuition teacher invited me.It also happens that my primary school friends are also going to watch so i tagged along with them.The play was nice but it's not what i really enjoy seeing.I was a little uncomfortable with the atmosphere there.The peeps there were super duper friendly i must say.The session was way longer than i expected.I thought it was like our school's "every Wednesday church session" which is 45 minutes.But this one lasts to 2 hours or so.I think this would be my last time stepping into a church...haha...


*sigh* poly school's gonna begin in 8 days....my friends are all looking forward to studying in a whole new environment while i watch them make new friends and stuff...i wonder if they will forget their secondary school friends and hang out with their new poly friends.Pray that it won't happen.

APPLE IPAD SUCKS!!! >:0

What i think about the Apple Ipad?ITS A PIECE OF SHIT!!Its just an oversized Itouch with the word 'Ass' written all over it!

Woo,had supper with Danny.Prata and teh cino ice.Then went home and have hokkien mee.My tummy's a black hole >:)

Need to visit my grandma's grave at 3am so im going to stay up.Maybe do a little homework.Hope i can make it till 3am without falling asleep!

Man In The Mirror,super meaningful song by the King Of Pop,Michael Jackson. :)

Take a look at myself and make that change...

Bad Friday

Was planning to go watch the movie 'Clash Of The Titans' with Yuan Yi and the others but every timeslot's fully taken.Damn people,why must they leave the first row totally empty...checked every single timeslot and they are the same...Just finished tuition.Was a rather short one today since my teacher had to go to City Harvest to celebrate Good Friday.She asked me if i wanna go and see the Easter Day skit.I didn't know what to say so i just kept quiet.She gave me a flier about the skit.Maybe i'll go....maybe i won't.Afterall,i'm Athiest and i have a potty mouth.I might ruin the mood and start mocking their stuffs.Maybe i'll go shop for my bag and my shirt.

Recently,my computer's down with a virus attack.I'm sorry for not uploading any vlogs for quite sometime.I'm pretty sure that i will be able to upload my second one shortly.Just hold your horses!

If you are really up there,i pray that things will go back to normal.If you are really up there,i'll become a believer.

The gift of sunburn!

Went to play soccer with Ivan they all.Had a time of my life!!Never played soccer for such a long time *excluding the passing of soccer balls during Wilson's chalet.* Didn't really play much....i think only 3 rounds.I feel like a fish on dry land!Never been playing under the scorching sun for such a long time.Afterwards,i get sunburn!!!Miracle!*stings though...*Everyone's suffering from the sunburn while im enjoying it,sounds weird and it makes me look like a crazy fellow. Had KFC afterwards.

Now i understand the true fun of nature...been hiding in that well for a long time.Its about time i get myself immersed in outdoor activities!!

I'm changing now.I need more time.

ILLITERATE PEOPLE!! >:O

I apologize for the crappy video and audio quality and also the half-assed editing.I'll try to work on them on my next video.Stay tuned!